Honest questions about CMI

[John McKenna]

Originally Posted by klott

Lewis confirmed my suspicions that he was picked on all of his life, he was the kid in school who had his head stuffed in the toilet and didn't have the courage to fight back. I bet Todd Allen and Dan Harris had the same problem.

LOL....

[Ted Allen]

Originally Posted by jmckenna1

LOL....

Actually I was the idiot sticking peoples heads in the toilet. Did that make me cool?

[ekartal6]

Hello Todd,

Hope you are having a good holiday. Most people have problems in life, but very few will admit it.

Erol

[Ted Allen]

[Ted Allen]

Originally Posted by ekartal6

Hello Todd,

Hope you are having a good holiday. Most people have problems in life, but very few will admit it.

Erol

Sh--it Erol you are killing me ..... Of course I have problems... IE.. My Father in law died Christmas day, my truck and all my HI tools were stollen the night before.


Life goes on 24 days and counting!!!! It's tuff Erol.

My Wife is sooooo freaked out, I do not know what to do.




So goes the Holidaus...... Merry Christmas Erol!! Take care.

[ekartal6]

I don't know if you realize that my post was in support and well wishes - for you. You are brave enough to admit your issues.

[William J. Decker]

Todd;

You helped me a couple of years ago. I thanked you then and I thank you now.

I would ask you, even though I have no hold on you, (in fact, I am in your debt) to take your time and get better.

This board is just a small part or life. You have your family, your kids and your Fathers memory. THAT is real.

I am praying for you, my friends.

[John McKenna]

Todd,

I'm sorry for your personal problems. It helps me understand why you
treat people the way you do. I'm sure in your eyes, your pain makes it right.

[Ted Allen]

Originally Posted by jmckenna1

Todd,

I'm sorry for your personal problems. It helps me understand why you
treat people the way you do. I'm sure in your eyes, your pain makes it right.

No, I have no wish to give pain to anyone, I can deal with my own.....

Thanks Will.




I am just mad in general and Nick and his BS is the easiest target.



It matters not............

I have always tried to point out the screamingly obvious to the NACHI folks , but they seem to have deaf ears............Sad, but true..


Later folks


Todd

[John McKenna]

Originally Posted by tallen

No, I have no wish to give pain to anyone, I can deal with my own.....

Thanks Will.




I am just mad in general and Nick and his BS is the easiest target.



It matters not............

I have always tried to point out the screamingly obvious to the NACHI folks , but they seem to have deaf ears............Sad, but true..


Later folks


Todd

You are angry with yourself, in order for you to carry such long term anger toward
others. When you let go of your own guilt and face your failures with an honest
heart, your anger for others will mellow and heal.

If a person violates his own conscience, and does not deal with it, that person
will carry the pressure it creates in their heart. It is a horrible poison that eats the
soul and drains the joy of life, even as it lashes out at others, as it seeks to relieve
its own pain. There is a storm beneath the surface of your public demeanor and
it doesn't take much to provoke it.

Your reward will be to grow old alone as a bitter and lonely person. It would
help you a immensely to reconcile your conscience and ask for forgiveness from
those you have done wrong. Clear your heart and release the pain you have
brought on yourself, before you die in your darkness.

Drinking is just a pain reliever that blocks out the things you need to face
and stop running from. The truth is the only thing that will drive out the
demons from your soul. You know what I am saying is true.

Good luck. Call me if you need to talk. I am not talking down to you,
but only trying to help.

[Ted Allen]

Originally Posted by jmckenna1

You are angry with yourself, in order for you to carry such long term anger toward
others. When you let go of your own guilt and face your failures with an honest
heart, your anger for others will mellow and heal.

If a person violates his own conscience, and does not deal with it, that person
will carry the pressure it creates in their heart. It is a horrible poison that eats the
soul and drains the joy of life, even as it lashes out at others, as it seeks to relieve
its own pain. There is a storm beneath the surface of your public demeanor and
it doesn't take much to provoke it.

Your reward will be to grow old alone as a bitter and lonely person. It would
help you a immensely to reconcile your conscience and ask for forgiveness from
those you have done wrong. Clear your heart and release the pain you have
brought on yourself, before you die in your darkness.

Drinking is just a pain reliever that blocks out the things you need to face
and stop running from. The truth is the only thing that will drive out the
demons from your soul. You know what I am saying is true.

Good luck. Call me if you need to talk. I am not talking down to you,
but only trying to help.

John you are a smart man, but you do not seem to see my problem. No offence at all, I really do appreciate the help, but I am not the person who has lost there family or there Wife, and I am not under any circumstances blaming some fairy tale God. I did this to myself and I am Man enough to take care of it.I could tell you a long pathetic story about myself, but I will not..... I will deal with this on my own and I will win.


Thank you though.

[Ted Allen]

And for this from I wonder who...

PM Hey Crybaby B I T C H! F U C K you, you sumbag chicken S H I T motherF U C K I N G, C O C K sucker, A S S wipe! Signed Luv Mom

[Ted Allen]

I have said some things on this board that I truly regret, but this kind of crap goes unpunished. I also know that these post can be traced to there source as I have my own MB now... I wonder why these scum can get away with such posts?

[David P. Valley]

Originally Posted by tallen

And for this from I wonder who...

PM Hey Crybaby B I T C H! F U C K you, you sumbag chicken S H I T motherF U C K I N G, C O C K sucker, A S S wipe! Signed Luv Mom

Wow. Sounds quite immature if you ask me.

Sounds like you've got a freind on the sidelines, Todd.

[Roy D. Cooke, Sr]

Originally Posted by tallen

I have said some things on this board that I truly regret, but this kind of crap goes unpunished. I also know that these post can be traced to there source as I have my own MB now... I wonder why these scum can get away with such posts?

Where is your MB and how do we get to post there.
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